17/6/1947
Thank you
Thank you
Boy you
(Written on the outside fold of the letter.)
Monday
Beloved Boy,
Let me love you a little for a while- I do all the time but sometimes it just bubbles over and then I have to phone or write to you and share my feelings with the man they are meant for—
Could you try and forget that I was moody and nasty again on Sunday evening-- I cant explain and when I think how I love you and how sweet you are to me I think I must be mad!
I am dreading the day that I might lose your love or you mine—surely it need not happen—
Please dear god don’t let it happen!!
Ever since I can remember Ive always got what I wanted, when I wanted it—I’ve never had to wait for what I want so badly before—I have to this time, I know because of its being worth waiting half a lifetime for. But I could have a blackout—during which I forget how precious to me is the prize I win and how small the price I have to pay; TIME.
Remember what I said (about loving you always) Always—no matter what I do – I'd always afterwards have a rude awakening, only to find that its you who have my heart and soul.
AMNESTE
How well I live up to this name!
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